I need you now, more than ever [entries|friends|calendar] Promise me you'll never let go +userinfo +entries +friends +calendar +add me +fftl Name:Blissfully Broken Location:State of Confusion Age:Too young to be a whore Sexuality:A girl, who beats ass like a boy Height:Can't quite reach the stars School:Learning takes place in more than a building Grade:11th grade high school, holding me down Lover:A girl, whom I dedicate my world to I love people. Nice ones. I love guitars and bass. I love ashley. I like nice people. Lol. Im weird. I love Ashley Smoots and Jamie Rose. I love that...thats about it. hate? whats the point in hating. ok i hate bugs...not all bugs. i hate school. i hate girls that ruin my life. i hate liars, players all that stuff. whatever.. Now I see the truth in your eyes. This time it lasts forever... Now I see the truth in your eyes. Tell me what you're looking for... To fall asleep with you would be heaven; for once this dream won't be short lived. Take me with you; show me all lifes splendors. Ive been waiting for lifes last breath... Ive been waiting for lifes last breath... The world wouldnt turn without you; breathing its air, i'd take you anywhere... For once this is one of those dreams that i can spare, but you rather spare me. Now I see the truth in your eyes. This time it lasts forever... Now I see the truth in your eyes. Tell me what you're looking for... Now i see the truth in your eyes. This time it will be forever... Ill trust you if you'll just trust me. If this isn't what you wanted, then tell me what is... But our roles have been filled, as they should with hidden messages in secret songs... This is my last breath of air, your last chance to love Layout features From First to Last. Picture credit to From First to Last. Coding and editing by Ospenoptemous. DO NOT STEAL. I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere. But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around. And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far seems From here. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Friday March 23rd, 2007] So I picked today to post a bulletin. I dont know why today specifically. But its cool because in exactly 2 months from now I'll be standing on a stage receiving my diploma. May 23. Graduation. Scary thought. I dont know what to think. Me and Ashley are sitting here in her room, and Jamie is in the shower. We're getting ready for the day. Even though its quarter after five in the evening. Jamie just got her senior pictures the other day. And we were looking at my proofs today. WHAT THE HELL. Why are we so old? Whats going on? Why arent I on my bike riding around the block to Jamies house to see if she can come outside and play. Im only 17, and thats not that old. But still. Its kinda ridiculous, where did my life go? Next thing you know I'll be like...starting a new job, living somewhere else, and getting married. Kids are a completely different subject. AHHH. Help me. What if I dont graduate? Shit. My grades arent that good so....that sucks. Oh well. I dont wanna worry about that. Im already freaking out. On another subject...life is great. I have the best friends...and a great family..and jeebus..I dont need a bf at the moment. But anyways...thats all I had to say. And I prolly wont write in this again for another month. Sweet. BANG BANG! 0 GUNS GO BANG

[Tuesday February 13th, 2007] You know it tears me up inside to see the feelings that you hide Hide inside that empty bottle I wish you saw how great you were I wish you saw what life was worth You wouldn't have to hide your problems And I don't care what you might think I think you've had too much to drink Can't even talk when you're this way Run away, run away But that won't make it any better Run away, run away And make tomorrow harder to live than today There's so much out there you could miss there's so much life out there to live If you would just believe in yourself You know you're better than all of this you know you've got so much to give But you're so afraid to give of yourself There's a bright light shining inside you it shines out through your eyes Don't drown it away, don't be afraid, don't hide Let it shine You say you're looking for happiness but when it comes, you run away from it You tell yourself you don't deserve it There's not much more that I can do now the rest is up to you Until you love yourself, you'll never change You'll keep on running Until you deal with today BANG BANG! 0 GUNS GO BANG

[Monday February 5th, 2007] I want to be so messed up that I dont even know my own name. "Im sober now for 3 whole months, its one accomplishment that you helped me with, the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wont touch again, In a sick way I wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night, while I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight" "You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take." Ill never get that song out of my head. I skipped a line of that song on purpose. I wont tell you why. My parents went out this weekend, I met a few new people..I got grounded for nothing, still am by the way. Oh yeah, I was driving my moms car..and the tire fell off..completely..off. Absolutly ridiculous. Im tired of school everyday, can I just graduate now? Im sick of these people that I will never see again in my life..ever. I missed hanging out with Laura..So I did a little bit of that. My mom found Josh's Hustler magazine in my room, that was a little awkward. I dont know. BANG BANG! 1 GUNS GO BANG

[Friday December 8th, 2006] Today, I learned new things. Felt new things. and...thought new things. I love 4 people so much. devin n jamie n rt n ashley are by far my favorite people. and i love them. im getting kind of bored. BANG BANG! 0 GUNS GO BANG

[Monday November 13th, 2006] its too bad we ended on such terrible terms its too bad you dont fucking get it its too bad that your so bad BANG BANG! 0 GUNS GO BANG

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